'Why? Why do you always doubt this relationship? Why do i feel like you are waiting for something big to happen, something that would destroy us completely." i burst out in frustration. Did he not want this to work the way i wanted it to? Why was he so pessimistic? It just blew me off. "You want to know why? Well fine i'll tell you why. I don't understand why, what it is that you see in me."

New York. What description would be apt for it i wonder. The hustle and bustle of the top of the top, it is one whole big pot of flavours, all infused into one mind blowing dessert. A high class, rare dessert, an extreme delicacy that can only be found in one central place - the hearts of new yorkers all fused into one.

And the fact that it would be my new home, was hard to swallow, even with the past 8 hours i had spent here, since i landed in this amazing place. Although that was hardly my fault. All i have done since i landed was to manage to get a cup of Starbucks and find my way to my new rented apartment. Well, technically speaking it was a bedroom, but since currently as it only housed me, i guess the entire apartment was more or less mine, until someone else decided to come in and rent the other vacant room. After which, i spent the whole afternoon in my new bedroom emptying the contents in my luggage.

Right that moment, i felt the last shred of resistance in me tear and i leaped wholly and willingly into his warm embrace. He pulled me into him and kissed me passionately and wholeheartedly. I returned it with one poured with love and acceptance. I knew right then and there, that i loved this man, completely and irrevocably. And that i would never find anyone that would amount to the happiness and joy he brought me.

As he pulled away, i caught sight of a stray tear running down his flushed cheek. i kissed it away, like how i wanted to kiss away all his pain, to heal all his scars and to melt away all his insecurities. "I love you, Ashton Gray. And don't you ever dare push me away like that again, you understand?" At that instance, i was crushed in a bear hug. "I love you more." I sensed his smirk. "I love you most." And with that, i knew that we were back again, stronger than ever.